all you wanted

i love mum.
i like it when i'm sitting at my desk and i see her take out the rubbish and i'll always wave like crazy and she'll wave back :)

and dad - i love him too.
even though he doesn't show it, i know he still cares. today he bought a wii for the family, and bought TMNT for me too.

poor ju. i wonder if things will work out for her and leo.
cheer up sis, i don't like it when i see your eyes red.

today i discovered RAR files! wow. technology is amazing! ahaha
and thus now i'm listening to gym class and taylor swift

i started bawling when i was talking to fil tonight on the phone. it hit me that tomorrow is our last day at tafe. 2 years.
i reckon the other ppl aren't as sad, cos they've only been here a year.
2 years feels like such a long time for me.
i remember meeting jay on the first day.
sitting with ruth and helen.
meeting omar and fil.
art classes. web design classes. fil helping me. design classes.
omar the third wheel. counter strike. the canteen. sitting out the front of tafe.
the tafe library. gloria jeans. walking to the station.
i'm gonna miss everyone and thing.
='(

in other news, i have one assessment left. and then i'm finished! i can't believe it. my last night.

holidays, here i come!
photos
wii
itunes
tafe folder
wellbeing

i swore i was going to marry him one day

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i tried every remedy

today i stayed at home
and did crap all.
literally.
i finished watching the simpsons
street kings
i cleaned up some comp files
i copied all my contacts to a txt doc
man i really don't want to do my animation.

do you got a first aid kit handy

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you simply understand

today was fun :)

first up was UTS interiors interview which i caned... only if it had been a vis comm one instead. gargh.

i love my filly. yesterday i put lots of saliva on him. today we bumped into each other and had japanese with ross and went to the apple store and had gelato at circular quay and sat in the hot sun waiting for my sister and visited the dvd store and caught the bus back and he slept on my shoulder and we hung out in the library for the last time and my feet smelt and it was comfy.

i'm gonna miss tafe so much.
5-3

best days of our lives

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never gonna

enyaw called just then - turns out there's a "Mabel Island" in Cairns! hoorah! untapped beauty indeed.

ash sent me a postcard from japan! i was heaps happy =) i miss my little ashtray.

philly's at matty's tonight. and here i am, procrastinating on the net. oh dear. i need to pee too.

saba was talking about clubbing again - CAN'T WAIT TO DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION minus the revolution.

amazing race is on tonight! yeeeeah!

i have a habit of putting my (moulted) hair on my table in a little pile. its easier to put them in the bin altogether as opposed to one strand at a time.

4-1

never gonna make you cry

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makes me believe

today i held hannah for the first time and it was AWESOME!
she's the cutest thing ever. the little bundle =)
she just lay there oogling at everything.

i got upset today after filly talked to the guy in the wheelchair.
i didn't even try to talk about it, cos i knew it wouldn't get anywhere.
it doesn't mean i'm not worried to bits though.

3-1

it's the sweet love that you give to me

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we wait for the day

hand holding game.
1 all.

today was fun :) i miss days like today. just hanging out. laughing at people. building up the karma.

i'm absolutely exhausted, after so many days of non-stop working and things being due. however, i've still got a few more days to go. NEARLY THERE. TRUNDLE ON, SOLDIER.

for the lights all so wasted and gone

x

boogie wonderland

i miss lj friends :)
i always miss wayne!
i was bludging on imdb today :(
naughty me.

my ulcer in my mouth really really hurts.
and so does this weather.

i watched the interpreter and that was pretty good. but confusing. but good.

i find romance when i start to dance

x

no sign of a flame

the weather is terrible today. i'm at home, and training wasn't on cos of the bad weather.
here i am procrastinating again, not making use of this great day.
sigh.

making signals with sticks

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doof doof doof

i'm watching youtube vids on how to shuffle. ahaha oh dear.
tecktonic dancing is so STUPID LOOKING.
and jumpstylez just looks like that russian dancing. HUP HUP HUP HUP
ahaha. i think shuffling looks the coolest.

i'm determined to be able to do those moves! even if i don't rave XD

i can't sing along to rave songs.

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little did i know

i love this song. :) it makes me cry.

and i say romeo take me somewhere we can be alone...

i wish.

derrick taught me to dance today! i learnt 3 forms of raving dance moves and apparently i picked it up quickly *beams* tee hee :)

i had fun today, hanging out with you at st leos. the wind was blowing through our hair and we just cuddled, with me picking things on your face :)
"that's so weird! i don't know anyone else who does that!"

i love you filly.

marry me juliet you never have to be alone

x

wanna go down like

i finally changed my facebook dp :) i'm farting.
oh hot daymn.

man. i'm so sick of assessments and portfolio organising. eep.
there's so much! i don't know how to organise it all! gaargh!
i'm kinda starting to freak.

i love fil! i also think jordan and caitlin are gorgeous! :) good for them.
i've missed people from high school. i liked those days of eating jesters chips with melia. and eating phili with dt kids. and eating tiny teddies in eco.

we ate a lot.

back to back drop it down real low

x

ladies here we go

man. no internet for a day and i felt so disconnected from the world! oh dear.

tomorrow is "write love on her arms" day :) LOVE! i think it's great.

my back hurts :( and i got so much work to do! oh noooes.

clari asked me to dinner tonight, but i said i couldn't. that sucks. also not going to the farewell party tomorrow night either. i wish i could! boo.

everyday should be your birthday hun

x

let's get married

37-38. so close! oh dear. it was fun though - i kept dancing. and dancing. in my head :)

photography was fun today. now i'm tired.

i love you too.

we might as well do

x

nothing ever happens

why are there so many gross-ular relationships out there?

female teachers with male students?
female teachers with female students?
daughter with father?
daughter leaving father for bisexual man?

that's so wrong.

and i wonder

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it's just a phase i'm going through

swift and shift couriers makes me laugh so hard. XD
management training is a hilarious episode.

bogan pride, not so much.

i had fun today stealing saba's songs! i got heaps of his rnb songs - hells yeah.

and i got another call for uts, this time for interior design. maaan i hope i get into vis comm.

you sexy and yeah you know it

x

it's a stickup

you're part of the family now
:)

oh hot damn. this is my jam.

x

all things fall into place

saba was filming stuff today and choosing "soundtracks" for them was fun :)

i wonder if melondee's gf's parents know about them... hmm.

and saba should totally just end it with his gf >=(
'break up' is such a harsh phrase. "he should break up with her". break up. sounds almost shattering.
he asked if phil could picture me with someone else. i actually can't picture him with anyone else.
but then again, i can't picture jason or justin with anyone else. not like i'd care if they did or not. but it's just hard to picture someone that you once liked being with someone else until they do.

and phil... he's just a different story. 1.5 years.
i'm not sure who else would put up with my silly ways. :)

"ow!" - it hurt. but it was funny :)

that's where you take me

x

gargh. so many more assessments to go.

we didn't get much of a chat last night :( but i get to see you today :)

hope the weather's not too hot... or cold!

torn before this life i lead and where i stand

x

long weekends without seeing you suck.

talladega nights is awesome though. :) i want kids like that one day. badass.

simulation is taking me too long. we've got so many assessments left to do :(

there's no hand i'd rather hold than yours

x

new blog.
same old.

i'll get cracking on the simulation now.
x